Hai udah lama banget ga nge post. Yaa sekarang gue udh kelas gue, terakhir gue cerita gue di tembak rama, dan 3 minggu setelah itu we broke up. Seperti kata orang orang, penyesalan dateng belakangan. Gue putus sekitar 4 bulan. Awalnya biasa, lama lama ngerasa kehilangan banget sampai akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk perbaikin yang dulu. Dia ngajak balikan dan Alhamdulillah sekarang udah 7 bulan sejak 15 Agustus 2013. What's the point of making this post? Gak akan ada yg buka blog ini kecuali gue wkwk. Semoga pas gue nge post di postingan selanjutnya, gue masih sama Rama. Amin. Rama, I love you sayang. Selama 4 bulan putus, banyak banget dapet pelajaran, ada kenangan baik ada kenangan buruk. Apapun dinikmatin aja, semua udah rencana Allah. Aku gak akan ngulangin kesalahan yang dulu rama, tapi belajar yaa dari kesalahan. Gak cuma aku, tapi kamu juga. Good night rama loveyou
Hari Baru
Hai udah lama banget ga nge post. Yaa sekarang gue udh kelas gue, terakhir gue cerita gue di tembak rama, dan 3 minggu setelah itu we broke up. Seperti kata orang orang, penyesalan dateng belakangan. Gue putus sekitar 4 bulan. Awalnya biasa, lama lama ngerasa kehilangan banget sampai akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk perbaikin yang dulu. Dia ngajak balikan dan Alhamdulillah sekarang udah 7 bulan sejak 15 Agustus 2013. What's the point of making this post? Gak akan ada yg buka blog ini kecuali gue wkwk. Semoga pas gue nge post di postingan selanjutnya, gue masih sama Rama. Amin. Rama, I love you sayang. Selama 4 bulan putus, banyak banget dapet pelajaran, ada kenangan baik ada kenangan buruk. Apapun dinikmatin aja, semua udah rencana Allah. Aku gak akan ngulangin kesalahan yang dulu rama, tapi belajar yaa dari kesalahan. Gak cuma aku, tapi kamu juga. Good night rama <3 p="">
Payphone
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man work that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don't need my name on my show
You can tell it I'm ballin'
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more stupid love song I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...
April 27, 2012
It was on Friday, my best friend asked me to hang out with him. He picked me at school. I was not thinking that he would ask me out. We went to PIM and bought tickets, we planned to go to cinema. It was 15 00 and the movie would start at 17 00 so we walked around PIM about two hours. It was kind a weird when we walked together because what I know was, he is my best friend since grade 7.
17 00
The movie started, nothing happen in the cinema. I sat, he sat, I watched, he watched but when I lied my hand on the sofa's arm (idk what is it call) he touched my hand and hold it.............THE END
HAHAHAHA
sayo malo kalo menceritakannyo jado segito sajo yo. Dio nembak sayo di BURGER KING :D
RGP <3
O Guys
Beberapa hari yang lalu, temen-temen gue main kerumah. Ada Ajeng, Adhi, sama Ogie. Biasanya ada Eky tapi dia lagi liburan, sayang banget. Mereka dateng ke rumah gue kira-kira jam 11-an. Pas gue lagi di kamar, lagi ganti baju, si Ajeng main nyelonong masuk sambil bawain cemilan. Dia langsung duduk di ruang tamu sambil mainin ipad adek gue. Terkadang ini anak suka gatau malu -,- wkwkw, tapi udah pada tau sifatnya dia gimana jadi santai aja. Terus, abis Ogie sama Adhi udah masuk rumah, langsung semuanya gue bawa ke kamar atas yang emang buat kamar main.
Disitu kita berempat main ipad, sampe akhirnya si Adhi sama Ajeng bilang bosan dan.......LAPAR! Yak, karena gue terlalu iba sama mereka, gue kasih deh mereka Indomie. Gue kan superman penjual Indomie sesuai dengan header gue *abaikan*.
Pas jam lima gue tinggalin mereka karena gue ada les. Sebenernya gue nge post gini ga sekedar curhat gimana asiknya temen-temen gue, tapi gue mau berbagi aja. Pas gue main sama mereka, yang gue rasain itu seneng, bebas, bahagia. Gue bisa ketawa lepas tanpa kepikiran masalah yang ada di pikiran gue biasanya. Sebenernya bukan masalah tapi hal yang muter muter di otak gue, yaitu MOVE ON. Banyak temen gue nanya ke gue gimana caranya move on. Gue kasih banyak masukan buat mereka dan lupa kalo diri gue sendiri butuh usaha untuk move on. And one day I got a message from my friend.
"Nay, gue tiba-tiba mikir. Lo kan sering banget yak nyuruh orang move on dan segala macem, tapi kok lo masih disitu-siti aja nay? Nangisin masa lalu setiap hari, galauin yang seharusnya ga diagalauin, emang Manusia Setengah Salmon* gak cukup untuk ngebuat lo sadar yak? Move on Nay, nangisin orang yang ga mungkin balik itu cuma ngabisin masa remaja lo. Banyak orang-orang yang lebih peduli sama lo daripada dia sekarang. Buka mata lo nay, lagian kalo nanti tiba-tiba dia balik , lo mau apa? Ngasih kesempatan untuk dia ngancurin hai lo lagi? Segala yang berlebihan itu tidak baik nay, termasuk galau. Eh gue baru sadar, gue kalo cetramah itu suka keasikan sendiri. Tiba-tiba udah panjang aja -..-"
Gitu isi messagenya, dan pas baca itu gue sadar kalo selama ini gue ga ada usaha buat move on dan gue masih mengharapka si dia balik, dan itu useless. Gue bakal berusaha buat "pindah". Thankyou guys, I love you :)
*Manusia Setengah Salmon, book by Raditya Dika
Gue dan Sebuah Hidung
Gue kemaren ngotak ngatik blog gue dan gue berpikir untuk mengganti header blog gue. Dan ya, udah ganti sekarang headernya. Kalo menurut gue, itu header lebih cocok di tempel di jalanan, gue berasa penjual barang elektronik seperti camera fish eye, dimana si pembeli bakalan dapet Indomie gratis dari "superman" dan dapet tv serta camera vintage -,- ga make sense banget ya. Dari header itu ada bagian yang paling gue suka yaitu, hidung! Gue nyari itu gambar hidung dari google, dan ketemulah si cantik berlubang dua itu. Gue dapet inspirasi dari temen gue yang bernama Natasya Ajeng Nurfatia. Hidungnya doi beeeh seksi! Megan Fox lewat!
Ini Ajeng, anaknya baik banget, kadang bloon -,-
Thank to her, karena dia gue mendapatkan inspirasi buat ngedit photo seperti ini:
Kalau gue itu upil, mungkin si mpunya hidung bakalan melihara gue dengan baik kali ya. UPIL LANGKA.
